There's a lot of struggles I deal with all the time with overthinking things and that eyes sunken in my skull heavy feeling I get. Just the other day it was my birthday and I had this parfait cup that gave me a bout of diarrhea and it made me feel like drinking in my bathtub because I had nothing better to do. In that moment of clarity I felt the urge to get out of the enclosed space and go for a walk. After a refreshing short walk I need to take a walk.