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I forget about what my body looks like and let my imagination run wild sometimes. It's like a little game for me, trying to not make a complete abomination with some kind of prompt in my mind. I imagine the prompt but the entire end result I can't picture, I just imagine the implications of the end result existing if that makes sense. It's like, I might picture some celebrity woman's head and mix it with like some kind of all natural porn star body or something. Then I'm like, "Dang, I think that celebrity might feel violated if I just full on stole their likeness..." and I imagine like an alternate universe sister of theirs who's the same age for a head. Not a twin sister though, that would kinda defeat the point.

Sometimes I go from there and I imagine the design of an anime girl if the animator was inspired by the likeness of whatever I just came up with. Like they had a bunch of pictures pulled up of me in that form for reference before they started drawing. Then I imagine walking around as whatever that animator came up with, this cartoon character in real life. After that I'm like "Dang, I guess if someone randomly stumbled on a cartoon character they'd have some kind of panic attack and suddenly I'd be in Area 51." and I imagine that everybody has just a slight amount of mind control where they don't question it. Like they step into this mind control field and it's totally normal to be walking next to this walking anime girl profile picture. I radiate this aura where people whenever they enter it just think "this is normal" and go on about their day.

I'm gonna be honest here. I'll sometimes imagine being able to become a hermaphrodite at will but I never start with male parts. It just doesn't happen. It's either this, a godly expression of femininity, or nothingness incarnate. It's so hard to wrap my head around this. When I'm nothing I'll consider the part of myself that wants to have a womb and scoff, but I never really begin to think about any part that wants to have a giant dick. It just isn't there. Maybe? I mean, I don't want to brag or anything but I do have seven inches. It could be bigger I guess, but I don't care about that. There's people with 9 inches, 10 inches, and I'm just like... by that point it feels impractical. I'm 5'4" and I don't want to be taller either. I guess the option to imagine being taller is there but I never really do it. What's my deal? Shouldn't I want to be super tall and have a huge dick?

With the option of literally being anything at my fingertips it just doesn't happen. I don't even know where to begin...