Security and pleasure. Being secure in the pleasure I can have. Security from pleasure? Possible. Not guaranteed. Most security doesn't come from pleasure. Sometimes pleasure can come from security, but only to a point. Close a door, close the windows, close the blinds, and things can happen. Not always pleasurable things. Sometimes pleasure for one and not the other, sometimes on purpose that way.
Over, and over, and over, and over again. Dull tone in my mind. I want it. I want it, enough I'd take drastic measures. Nothing too bad, I won't force it on you. When you're here I'll suggest an experience, and if you're not protected for it then your life might change trajectory. Most would call these words on a screen, but not consciously unless the content within is scary enough to warrant dissociation.